Born and raised on a tiny island in the middle of the Med, as a child my world always seemed so small and safe. You can walk the entire coast of Malta in about a day, which means it’s tiny, but there’s still around half a million people that live there – for a country of its size, that’s a lot of people! So when I say Malta feels small, I don’t only mean that geographically.
Coming from an island surrounded by glorious, clear blue sea, I love being near and in the water, and the Maltese coast truly does not disappoint! Back home, I would spend my lunch breaks off work walking along a rocky beach, and weekends hiking rugged cliffs, listening to the waves crash underneath. Or roasting under the scorching sun on a beautiful (although generally overcrowded), sandy beach. I spent my childhood summers building sandcastles – if you can call a crumbling bucket-shaped structure a sandcastle. Happy memories of aunts, uncles, cousins, grandparents, parents and siblings spending whole days out at sea on a boat, diving for sea urchins, jumping off high points inside dark, mysterious-looking caves, and eating ice-cream and sandwiches on the deck. Winter always meant Sunday family picnics, and long strolls along windy cliffsides. These often led to stunning historical discoveries for us kids, like Phoenician rock-cut tombs, Prehistoric temples, and ancient Roman ruins.
“So why exactly did you leave such an idyllic-sounding place, Fran?”, I hear you ask. A totally valid question, because so many people seem to want to live on the island I left behind. And the simple-yet-not-so-simple answer is, “for many reasons”.
At some point, Malta became a little too small. I had longed to live elsewhere since I was 15, to go on an adventure somewhere different, some place where nobody knew me (or my parents, or my aunt, or my second cousin twice removed whom even I didn’t know that well). I started travelling at 21, and every time I left, I missed being home, but I also didn’t want to go back, and the older I got, the stronger that feeling became.
One day, the opportunity to make my dream a reality presented itself. So I bought a one way ticket to Canada, packed up my life – which now consisted of my husband, our dog, and 2 suitcases – and we flew all the way to Alberta. Which is how this introverted Mediterranean girl found herself adventuring in the land of mountains, snow, moose, and poutine!
So, what’s next? I’ve always been a curious traveller, and I like to explore and go on adventures to discover and learn about the places I find myself in – from the history and culture, to food and great hikes! For me, it’s a way to learn more about the world I live in, the people around me, and about myself – to grow and challenge myself, which for someone with severe anxiety, doesn’t always come easy.
This blog is my way of keeping track of my journey and my growth, to experience new places with others, and to help fellow travellers prepare for their adventures as I share tips, advice, and new places to visit, for when the world finally opens up again. It will also be a place where I share my experience living with anxiety and depression as an expat and traveller, and how it affects the way I travel and view the world, in the hope that it might be of some comfort or help to someone else out there.
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